FinaLLy I am a mummy to my dearest baby girl..

Hey ya'll...

I supposed to post this entry since last 2 weeks, but because of all unwanted situation I encounter after my delivery I have to postphoned it 'til today.. There are a lot of story to be talk here which I will never forget. From the beginning, I was admitted at the hospital, at the labour room, and at last we are discharge from the hospital.. So many things happened actually... And the painful which I cannot imagine but now I can share to you all! It was so much painful, no words to say. But because of her (my baby), I double up my strength to get her out.

Another thing is that this was actually a surprise for me and hubby which we thought the baby is a boy, but it is the other way around.. the baby is a GIRL.. Thanks God for realizing my pray!

Thank you to my hubby as well to accompanied me along my situation when admitted at the hospital..at labour room as well.. You are the first to saw baby while she out for the 1st time to thw world.

....Whaoo I have to be hurry before she wakes up! I will continue soon ya!

Welcome to the world baby CLovey QueenLy.....Muahh

Maternity Leave

Hye ya'll..

Today was my last day working due to my maternity leave start on tomorrow...11.5.11 'til 10.7.11... I already handover all job to Dymp my junior & Jun my senior.... (^_^)

And now, is time to concentrate on my pregnancy since next week is my due date.. but if there is no sign od delivery before 19th May, I will be induced on the next day 20th May due to my diabetes!

God, You are the One I offer my life now.. I depend on u now. If I will be delivery soon, please give me a sign,... then s a sign that I could detain. Give me strength, courage & etc which enable me to deliver in a good condition... Amen.

Anytime In May...

Hey ya'll... Wat's up today... I just wishing everyone have a nice day working today.. Today I am not go to work due to my hubby was sick! And I got an appointment at Clinic.. Since we are already in the month of May, my due is around the corner as well... i will be deliver anytime in this few days or weeks.... I am get ready to be feel pain!!

I believe all situation already planned by Him, and I just depend on Him all the time...

We'll meet again for next entry...

GoodBye April 2011

Hey ya'll.... Once again I am not on duty this Saturday..instead sitting at home, mopping floor, cook, eat, and blogging! Today, will be the last day in ApriL... It seems like time flies so fast, and tomorrow will be May... My due is around the corner, and Im not so sure I will be deliver early or the other way around...?? Now, I am hoping that everything will be alright...

In term or waiting for exact contraction, I am ready for that ANYTIME.. I hope to see my baby so soon in a very good condition and pass all the pain.. My back bone was actually start uncomfortable since my pregnancy was 5 or 6 months.. So that, I have to detain the strong coming painful when my baby is going to deliver... Whoaaa....Please give me stength! Only YOU can gifted me all the strength..

3 weeks to go before my due...seems make me fear. worry, in term of painful...but I wish I will get the strength from my baby & hubby as well.....

Heavenly Father, I knew YOU are already plan when I will be deliver, what time and date, and I believe YOU'LL be at my side whenever I am at the labour room...! Amen.

Bye April, welcome May... This coming May will be my true 1st experience that I can't imagine what will happend... and will become official Mummy to my baby... Same goes to hubby..official Daddy...(^_^) Wish me luck!

It's become confusing!

Hey ya'll.... wat's up..? well, it still in my head...yesterday, my hubby & I go to Permai P/clinic to scan for baby's performance... Head, stomach, legs, are all in a good condition.... The other thing is that, the doctor check for gender and he said 'it' was a boy...I am a bit shocked actually.... But if my baby is really a boy, what to? Whatever God gifted us, I am grateful...(^_^)

I think this is a surprise huh..... God, please protect my baby in whatever position/ situation.. I only depend on You my Heavenly Father.

Now, even I am confuse...but I do hope that baby's situation and condition is always in a goos situation... And I believe in God.. He has gave us the BEST... Amen.

WaitinG for the days...

Hey ya'll.....Good Morning everyone...How r u? Once again, I am here, sitting on my chair at a boring place...ha ha ha... Well, what should I do other than be patience in whatever happen in front of me....Yeheww Anyway, my younger sister buzz me on YM...so, it is not too boring I guess... ha ha ha

Huh....now I am waiting the day coming actually...this week will enter 35 weeks...It can be anytime...(^_^) but whatever it is, my feeling is so much not in a good temperature! I mean I am worried actually... I don't know how it feel it to deliver...Please help me Father...

I am hoping that everything will be in a good condition... God already has a plan for me to deliver.. I believe in Him...

Now, I am waiting for her to moving..that is all because I just want to calculate how many move she takes... Baby, help mum key...

Good Morning ApRiL...

Hey ya'll.... What's up today...?

We're now in the new month again..It's April everyOne... So what is the next pan of your life? Target for this month? Jeng..jeng..jeng.. Let u and me only know our plan right...? Ok Ok good...

..my pregnancy is now 8 months..only remaining 1½ months to go...Now I can counting the days...huh God blessed me, hubby and baby.. Let whatever happen will be in God's plan. (Please No April fool ya!)

Now, in the office, updating my blog He He He... I'm so much sleeping actually in this early morning...Just now while I am driving felt do sleepy as well..huh Pity my baby, I guess she is sleepy as well since last night we're in bed late at night..:-( Hope my baby is strong enough to face all these situation...and hope that she know whatever effort we've do for our family..(Thank you baby).

Alright...continue to do my work now... See you all next time... God blessed us in this new month.Tata

The End of March 2011!

Hey Ya'll..

What's up today?? Today I'm back to office since yesterday was my holiday (^_^) I am so much tired and need a lot lot lot of rest, I guess... But When I think of my time at home..whoaa..it so much pack and I always in hurry and rushing... Pity my baby, I even didn't have time to bring her coloring...but I promise, after this I will buy coloring book for her since I already bought color for her...

..And today, we're at the end day of March..31.03.11 (Thursday)... and my pregnancy reach 8 months.. got remaining 1½ months to deliver... I am hope that everything will be in my plan... Please God.

.. What should to do for April? A lot..prepare all things necessary at home! That's important right.. in order to celebrating our baby's birth..

God, please...I only depend on YOU. Amen.

ShockeD!

Hey ya'll....

..this morning while driving to office, I almost involved with the road accident... It happened so fast and I didn't realized what happen in front of me.. I only remember that the taxi in front of me make an emergency brake and so do I.. I am so much shocked as well as baby I thought... Oh gosh! I hope baby is OK. (Amen).

After reached office, I decided to go to the clinic to check for my pregnancy..my baby... On 10.00am I reached at hubby's office and he sent me to the clinik at Donggongon.. As regard to the scan, my baby is OK..and I hope so! God please protect my baby., Amen.

Moral of the story, be careful when you are driving especially at the high way... Thanks God I didn't break the front car. I hope my baby is Ok and strong. Amen.

D e a r D i a r y . . .

Hey ya'll...

Lets welcoming the month of March 2011... W E L C o M e M A R C H.... so what's up.. How was February? Interesting? Happy? Sad? I experienced all these kind of feeling..... and this month I am 7 months pregnant... my body feels so much tired, weak....etc my baby is growing too much fast as well. I wish that she will be ok all the time even I am too busy with daily work & business.. I wish she could understand all these situation..

Last night was 1st of March, actually I heard some bad news from someone...and I am a bit disappointed after all things happened. I am now thinking of every words while talking with this people. I didn't want to blame himself as regard to what he had said but I am shocked he could blame us like that. God please let me free from these problem. YOU knew that a lot of things come one by one into my life that I couldn't understand why is that happen? I am trying to imagine all the wonderful things due to I am pregnant now, and I believe that think too much on problems are not good for my baby.... (I'm sad a bit)

....whatever it is.. I knew God has gifted me with a tough feeling in order to encounter all kind of troubles and same goes to my baby. Even though, whenever I am angry, stress, heart-broken, disappointed.......................................to my close one.............................etc

..What I have to do now is imagine on everything wonderful, happy, beautiful, creative, etc... Train my mind positive until my delivery... I myself will encounter all the painful, sore and hurt! Please strengthen me Father.

.................. See ya.

"Baby girl"....

Hey ya'll....what's up today? Me as usual, doesn't have enough rest at the whole day....so sad..

..well anyway, last holiday 15.02.2011, my hubby & I go to PermaiPolyclinic to do baby scan...again the same doctor was on duty... after the scan, he identified my baby was a girl. Thanks God is his work is right.. Because I didn't really confident of his scanner device, seems like so blur and the doctor doesn't know how to see the baby's gender... Anyway, whatever it is my hubby & I was so much grateful for HIS precious gift HE gifted us..

Nowadays, I can feel the she is moving a lot inside my womb...so pity her..almost 7 months 'there', I believe she is a strong person than me, good girl, responsible & always listen to her parents and the most important to her Heavenly Father.. Mummy & daddy love you so much baby.. Be nice there Ok.. Can't wait to wait for u but I must be patient at all until you've come out.

God Blessed.

January Almost End

Hey ya'll...what's up??

We're 22 days in the month of January....So, how life goes on??? Is everything alright or...? Well, well...Me? As usual, going to be more hardworking in doing my job...Ha ha ha... Even it is so boring while I am in the office.............Yehewwwww

...and absolutely, January almost end...and my pregnancy will be 6 month in February... I am so gald my baby is growing and growing.... About gender, don;t know yet....Hope we (Me & Hubby) got 1 day to go scan...(^_^)

Well, another thing to share is my hubby is opening his Burger Stall soon...! That's great hubby, and I believe this is what he dream since young age... Hope all the expertise in cooking burger will be expanded and good luck for this small business.

God will never let us alone in making decision and eeveything we're encounter.. God Blessed!

See ya in the next entry. Bye for now.

Its the End of November

Hye hye... I'm back to say goodbye to month of Nov 2010... Byeeeee There are so much things happened this month.. but I am still the same....keep feeling Not well...(sigh)...now its waiting for the Christmas in advanced...can't wait it...It comes again this year...and seems time flies so so fast..isn't it? And now we can start thinking what to do next year...The greatest plan is now start playing inside head.....so many! but it al still a question mark... whether we can achieved it or the other way around...for me, there's a lot of my own planning should be done...

For sure, I can't wait my baby grow in my womb and how she/he looks like? And what is the gender? still question mark....? Hope everything will be Ok...And Ibelieve in Him who gave me strength to face this journey of His greatest gift for me and hubby.. i believe He already done the best for my baby....Thanks my Father...

Alright, now it's time to having a lunch...my baby is seems so much hungry...(^_^) and mummy too... Have a great month of December in advanced.. Have a good health to all my preggy friends...( Deb, Gix, Diana, Ruby )...We will perhaps meet after our baby growing up since we are so much far from each other. Have a nice day all my blogger friends. God blessed.

Bleeding

Hi ya'll...what's up? I am not feeling well since last Sunday..huh its so shocked when realized that I am bleeding that day..what can I say and do...just see doctor..Grateful, doctor scan and baby was in good condition.... and since yesterday and today, I didn't go working because of still worried 'bout bleeding... Thanks to all family & friends who gave me support...

...and now I'm not sure whether should go for work or not.. so far! One thing is I have to drive for a long journey..huh.. Think to resign for a unworth job, I think its logic right...

...now, Im just depend on God's decision..Im just pray, pray and pray...That's all what I can do... (sigh*)

I am hoping that there is no bleeding again...and hope I can take a good/ enough rest at home..

Welcoming My Month...

Hey ya'll...

I am actually feeling NOT well...seems wants to back early--going to clinic first.. ermm.. I am a bit dissapointed actually coz this 1st of Nov I got a feeling like this.. so sad. But what can I do...this is not all I want..

Whatever it is..I wanna go home.have a rest.whoaaaa...

GB us for this lovely month.:-)

The 'Age' 2

Hey ya'll..

Today, I didn't go working due to my nausea & gastric become worst...woahhh... It so painful you know...And just for sharing, my pregnancy is now 10 weeks age.. what the baby look like?? (^_^) Hope everything goes fine..

What I hope is that I will be more Okay compared today's morning... No taste to eat, sleep not well as well....Hoping that I will be more strong as usual to face all this situation.. Thanks for my hubby's support..You are my dearest friend ever in life.. and for sure will be a good daddy for my baby...

All I want is strengthness... Whatever it is, Thanks God for this wondeful Gift that You has gave us both.

The 'Age'

Again...... as refer to Dr Sophia, my pregnancy just 6 weeks and 4 days.About more than a month. i need to be more careful even i am so excited! (^_^)

..to be continue..

Thank You For the GIFT God..

Hey ya'll.... what's up...

I just wanna share with you all 'bout my precious moment which I've just knew....Today will be a history for me in my life...I will become Mum soon.... I never expect this because I just climbed the Kinabalu Mountain which will be a tough journey! I believe God heard my Prayer while I Pray at the Low's Peak! Thanks God for every patience that u have gave for me and husband....

This good news will be a surprising for every of my family member....especially hubby....! I will let him know at home (^_^)...Now still at office...

Now, I felt the morning sickness that every women felt.. and I know that it is so pain! Whatever it is THANKS God and let me learn day by day to become more careful, eat an healthy foods, be nice to other... and to YOU My Saviour. I believe in You, u enable me to do/ face all these. Amen.