Welcoming August!

Hey ya'll.......whoaaa its August already....so may things happenend since last month.. we're already reached more than half of year. Time flies so so fast........ Don't know how to express my feeling...

For sure, today 4th of Aug 2010, I am not feeling WELL! Only me and God knows it better.. :-(

Well, I hope this month will bring me more happiness, comfort, healthy...etc. For sure, God..I need it all.. Thank you.

Anyway, this month remid me for the last 4 years past while my 'Ayah' passed away because of critical diease & painful.. G B him... (Sure). God, guide me and my siblings so that we can plan wisely whatever necessary just to remind him.

My business, not so good... less time to concentrate on it.. But I will continue to it since I will promoted to Supervisor this month (^_^)

I really hope this month will bring luck to me & hubby....also my family!

Working on Saturday- Not feel good..!

Hey ya'll....once again...I am working on this Saturday and Saturday next week.. I will say it boring but I should face it all... what should I do.Everything reality must be face right.. Today's feeling...so sad.. happy a bit..can't wait to see mum and Rich..(^_^) Miss all my family so muchh..! Including him (late father)... Yes..I was dream 'bout him.. can't remember but really miss him.

Sad? why? don't know? Perhaps because of..someone..? (no need to mention)... I do much realize that why should I write down all these on by blog? I mean my feeling.. No one could understand someone feeling... hence, no need to write actually.. but its okay.. Hope i will get some fun after write it all...................... No idea to write...no point to discuss... me...me and just me.... I only talking 'bout me....LOLSSSSSS

...and see...this makes me feel good..not to be weak!Thanks my blog.. dududu.....

C ya........

Its July!!

Hey ya'll... How are u..?? Hope everything is fine..good..success!

Anyway.. we're in the month of JULY....wow it seems time flies so fast right?? Half year in 201o.. I feel like we're just move to the year 2010.... (^_^)

Alright, I just wanna share...this Sunday (4th of July.2010) will be our Badminton tournament-BPCSB...haha...well, i just to do my best la...:-) wish me luck..

Alright, have fun, enjoy this month and May God Blessed more for this month... (^_^)

What a boring week!!

Hey ya'll.... once again Im off on this Saturday..i am supposed to go work today but because of we just deal for exchange our off day... anyway....

Yess for sure this week was soooooo booooringgg! I don't know why... everyday driving...workingggg... not feeling well... I need a vacation...long holiday with family!! miss them so much... Everything has changed.. that's the reality.. I am now a wife and must assist my hubby in our daily life everyday.. Not so much free as the past...(^_^)

However... I DON'T like my current job!! (Sigh) It is better to continue my business instead of working...... well, what should I do...I HAVE to count for a lot of aspects..(Sigh)...Malassss.... I need my strength back! Come to me...haha seems I just talk to hand...to the wall!

What is Conny...is that an anger?? ha ha no like that la... wake up!

June!

Hey ya'll...

I just want to say boring!! What should I do in this month instead of just working working and working?? Everyday is working then it will same to 'no life'... hahaha I did'nt meant it but I need a new job... Really really really hope!

It is not because of the environment, but more on to myself.. huh dont know whay Im saying... better off.. Hope everything will change soon!!

HAPPY 1st WEDDING ANNIVERSARY TO US..

Hey ya'll...I'm back just only to wish us Happy 1st Wedding Anniversary to me and beloved hubby.... Just to share anniversary quotes:

"Our anniversary is a time to look back at the good times & a time to look a head to live our dreams together"

Love u very much my hubby Charles J.K..I wish our love will remain the same from the 1st day we meet, now until forever... God makes me love u more and more... I still remember this sentence..:-) That sincere from the bottom of my heart.

Thank you for this meaningful love which I found with him.. Muahhhhhhhh

What next???

Hey ya'll...... I've been hardly thinking of my life everday... It seems, problem come one by one into my life & family... What next??? I dont to think 'em much...really don't want.. Irritating, anger, sadness, dissapointed.....what is the next?? No happy.... I've felt so so so much sad for everthing what happened... I've own not so much strength to encounter all these... Yess, people will see my happy face but it is all a fake! In deep my heart so painful... Nowadays, Im less praying.. Don;t know why? I can't pray!

But I believe I still hope that someday I will fell the happiness and everything will be alright.. Only God knows..

I am grateful to have such a good husband.. He is the only one I can share everything now..

See ya...No idea...Im weak..